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He’s just not that into you

A girl will never forget the first boy she likes// Even if things don’t quite work out//
But usually someone is there to offer words of wisdom//
_that lil boy is doing those terrible things because he’s got a crush on you_//
Do you know what this means?// We all encouraged// No programmed to believe if a guy acts like a total jerk// that means he likes you// Why we say this to each other?//
Is it possible that it’s because we’re too scared//And too hard to say the one obvious truth//
That’s staring everyone in the face// HE”S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU//

That’s the opening script of this movie. Simply, meaningful, and touchy....actually im not really pictured myself into one of the character in this movie.. but....

Thats story compile me in..

Ketika saya menjalani hubungan dan diperlakukan tidak amat baik, saya berpikir dan mungkin otak saya selalu tidak sinkron untuk menolak reaksi buruk untuk mengingkari bahwa DIA HANYA TIDAK MENYUKAI SAYA..


Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up// If a guy punches you, he likes you// Never try to trim your own bangs// And someday you will meet a wonderful guy// And get your own happy ending// Every movie we see, every story we’re told// Implore us to wait for it// The third act twist// The unexpected declaration of love// The exception to the rule// But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending// We don’t learn how to read the signs// How to tell the ones who want us/ From the one who don’t// The ones who will stay/ From the ones who will leave//

And maybe this happy ending // Doesnt include a wonderful guy// Maybe it’s you...

..on your own..// Picking up the pieces and starting over// Freeing yourself up for something better in the future// Maybe the happy ending is just.. moving on..//


I just believe that someday ,
there’s someone who will not just be “someone” for me.. but “the one” for me..
(akhh.. membayangkannya saja sudah dapat membuat saya tersenyum)

Tapi, hanyalah...

Sejenak saja,
Aku berkata kata di depan jendela
Tanpa perlu kau tahu berapa kumpulan detik yang hening dibawa sang angin
Untuk sekedar menyampaikan
Bahwa aku,
Masih ...

Tapi,
Selalu ada tapi dalam tiap kaliamat yang tertulis nyata..
Tapi tak ada lagi tapi untuknya..
Tapi..
Dan tapi..
Sejenak saja
Berbaris baris kalimatku untukmu hanyalah TAPI…
TAPI aku hanyalah
sang mantan,
itu kata NIDJI…

*sesaat sembari mendengar lagu sang mantan dari NIDJI